I REALLY miss this horse....?

Sounds like me are you writing a story about me? lol anyway i would remember the good times you had and just don't get too obsessed with missing him i would think about other things maybe asking your mom/dad if you could buy your own horse or lease one until he comes if he doesn't if you get attached to the horse you are leasing if you could buy it or buy a horse when you find out he isn't coming but when you find out he is coming (if he is) then just plan what you are going to do with him (sorry i can't be more of help but good luck)